Well ...its close to April 1972...

I Got hurt by 2 guys, a year older than me...........

 Is that the life for me?

No I could not bare the thought.............I was hurting physically and mentally.

Oh God ....what do I do?

 Can I Survive?

 Is this it?

I can't keep crying........who do I tell?

Now I  hear the words in my mind.

 Bloody fag........queer.........scum...........dirty bastard.

No I can't be...........can I?

Do I tell dad.......I hurt......doctors?

 No its back to me...........a lad........under 16...........

I cant go out..............mum says I'm  so quiet ...

 Its hell.....my mind is in turmoil.

I tell my parents I hate work.

 I need to get away from the hate .....I hurt...

I cry........Jesus........what do I do?

Got to tell bosses I hate college......move me

 No they can't .......things said by them to me, don't help.

Decide.............I need to decide.

Tell Dad I am no good at job, that will satisfy

 I leave .............Dad signs me off ..........

Dilemma ....................what now?

Wait.......... thats it !!!!!

 Wait...................not long and find out.............is the world just HATE?

 16 years and 2 days old .............It was a Saturday.......I went to Lincoln Dressed

I found out i Was Loved

I will keep Living................But

Is this all there is Though?

I Need To Find Myself.............

 Well ...its close to April 1972...

I Got hurt by 2 guys, a year older than me...........

 Is that the life for me?

No I could not bare the thought.............I was hurting physically and mentally.

Oh God ....what do I do?

 Can I Survive?

 Is this it?

I can't keep crying........who do I tell?

Now I  hear the words in my mind.

 Bloody fag........queer.........scum...........dirty bastard.

No I can't be...........can I?

Do I tell dad.......I hurt......doctors?

 No its back to me...........a lad........under 16...........

I cant go out..............mum says I'm  so quiet ...

 Its hell.....my mind is in turmoil.

I tell my parents I hate work.

 I need to get away from the hate .....I hurt...

I cry........Jesus........what do I do?

Got to tell bosses I hate college......move me

 No they can't .......things said by them to me, don't help.

Decide.............I need to decide.

Tell Dad I am no good at job, that will satisfy

 I leave .............Dad signs me off ..........

Dilemma ....................what now?

Wait.......... thats it !!!!!

 Wait...................not long and find out.............is the world just HATE?

16 years and 2 days. it was a Saturday ........

Dressed in my hidden lingerie, trousers and jacket covers well.... went into Lincoln and to the toilets .......

 I know scary.....but I needed to find out if I was attractive or if  I was just a BIG  LOSER.

Is it to be HATE ?

Looking in a stained mirror.

I see a pretty young lady .........is that me?

Nice in black stockings, bra, suspender belt, 2 inch ladies shoes, and black knickers.

 I open my bag...........get out 2 inch ladies shoes....black

Things begin to blur with time what exactly happened.

But i got the answer, I had so dared to deam of

 Close to 10 pm went to Broadgate chippy and felt great ......I sat in the back restaurant ...basically alone eating a lovely fish and chips supper ...and my head was spinning.

What Had I Achieved?

I WAS LOVED..............I Cried with joy in my bedroom after the taxi home.

What next?

 Well I may write about that.................

I have blue eyes, blonde short hair, nice legs, and have a cheeky smile with a twinkle in my eyes, I do like to dress in quality clothes.

I am known as Linda Tiffany Vista (My Wife came up with the name Tiffany)

I Have Recently Purchased another Leather Mini-Skirt From River Island, its a very modern design (that now makes 20 mini-skirts I have), my wife just loves my New Look

Having concentrated on my looks below waist since I was 14 years old, I have these last few years been more adventurous.

In respect of this I have tried to look nice above waist.

My wife has helped, and together we have purchased Make-up for me and helped apply it , and I have plucked up courage and showed my face with the make-up on.

We have been to Leeds First Friday T-girl event a few times and both loved it.
Also have been to Pink Punters at Milton Keynes

My best feature, so I have been TOLD are my legs, let me know what you think ?

I just Love the feel of stockings, its like HEAVEN when I ease them up my legs .

Soft, Luxurious Black 10 denier Stockings are my favourites and just thinking about them . . . . . and if none available I wear Black Fishnet with or without Seams, and of course I wear suspenders, which makes me feel nice.

I love to wear High Heels of which my favourite pair are 4 1/2 inch Strappy cage Style, in Red velour. They look so good on me.

Also I have recently purchased a Black pair of Strappy Cage Style 3 and a 1/2 inch heels from Next.


Please treat me nice, also I don't like to be TOLD what to do, but may accept suggestions.

Please remember I am a dresser not undresser.

I will never be a Sub to anyone

So No Doms please

ps. I Don't like Bullies.

I work 24/7 365 days as a carer.


Love Linda


I HAVE TO GIVE WARNING

NO SICKOS. . NO under18. . . . .

Oh BTW , Never call me a bitch

Leeds First Friday and Wheel-chair facilities

My Wife (wheel-chair disabled) and I stayed at the Cosmopolitan Hotel, they do have excellent facilities for wheel-chair users.

My first time out in Public, we started at the Cosmopolitan restaurant at 7pm, there was a few girls in the bar area, we were looked after very well by the staff, and i was made to feel at ease. after speaking to a few girls including Rachael (the organiser),my wife and I decided to go just around the corner to The Viaduct Showbar.

The Doormen (who said they hoped us girls have a great time) helped us straight away getting in and we found a place to settle down. We got chatting to other girls who helped with friendly banter.

I even got chatted up in front of my wife (who thought it was a giggle), which helped with my self esteem. There are no real disabled facilities but with the Cosmopolitan so close to all the Bars / Clubs, it was easy if we just popped back to use the disabled facilities next to the Reception.

As my wife got a bit tired I took her back to our room, and got her settled down in bed, and she allowed me to go out until 4am. me just going back to see to her needs (toilet) every 90minutes.

I went back for a while to the Viaduct and then went across the road to Fibre (ground floor), again everyone was super to me and many females chatted to me asking, where I got my, as they put it, "super red heels, white skirt and glitzy red top" (I had started the night in a leather skirt , but changed), they even got me up dancing with them and their boyfriends.

Before 3 females and their boyfriends went, they all kissed me and wished me well.

I then decided to go to The New Penny, which again is all very close to each other, it again was very busy , and all accepted me without a blink , and was made to feel welcome. I enjoyed a little attention,..... lol.....

My wife loved to see me smile and she also enjoyed the experience ....and she has said she would love to go again, ....looking like July......YIPPEEEEE