My Confession to my husband I joined this site so I could live out my wide side, my slut side. I am a conservative mom, meaning you wouldnt even guess I had sex, much less the wild sex I desire. I have some confessions to make and I will as I get more comfortable here. I will tell you, husband, your instincts, your worries, your demons are very real. There have been other men besides you. Men. Not one man. I am not proud of that but, it is what it is. The latest was about five years ago while working at the big orange box store. I dont know what really started it, but remember that trip to Colorado, and we had the big fight in the hotel room? I vowed to get back at you. Maybe my 'slut' was showing at work, or something, but a guy started to flirt with me and talk to me and make me feel special. He noticed, like you, I started wearing better clothes, and nicer makeup, and nicer hair styles to work. Yes you noticed too. I felt like you knew what I was doing, and it made it more exciting. One day he asked if I could meet him for lunch. Lunch time for him was 8pm. Well you know what, we met, and forgot about lunch. We talked and flirted and kissed a bit before both of us needed to get back to the store. That started the ball rolling. The next meeting we had, went a little farther, in fact a lot farther. I let him fuck me. I felt like such a slut. And I loved it. And he loved it too. It was so hot that I forgot to tell him I could get pregnant, and he came so much in my pussy, it was running down my leg as I was putting my clothes back on. On the way home from work, I was so worried....I was probably already pregnant. There you go, the first confession to you, husband, I let another man fuck me and loved it. He loved it too, and wanted to meet more and more. And he got it. I was his for the asking. All he had to do was ask, and I let him fuck me. And husband, he had a big dick. I loved how he used it on me. Yes, I sucked it too, long and often, anytime he wanted to use me, I let him, in fact, I couldnt stop him. He controlled me. He owned me. The tattoo on my butt, he wanted me to get it, so I got it for him. And now you have to look at it....... I couldn't say no to Brad. He wanted me, he got to screw me, fuck me, use me, and I knew you were beginning to pick up on all this, but I couldn't stop. He wouldnt stop. He had a willing slut at his beck and call. I should be ashamed but I am not. But, husband, he was not the first....just the last....

I have revealed my wife cheated on me.  Several times with several guys.  I have never 'caught her in the act', because she is a pathological liar and pathological cheater.  But you know deep down something is different when married for 20 years.  And this has torn me up for 5 - 10 years.  She cheated about 10 years ago, then again 5 years ago.

My profile may confuse some.  Yes I would like to 'share' my wife but be there and know about it.  But the situation created a monster in my wife, and developed a side of her I did not know existed.  Her infidelity has almost destroyed me.  I know she did, she says you have no proof. 

I have gone through several scenarios in my mind to be able to handle the pain and be able to keep the marriage together.  We have small *****, and I refuse to let another man raise my *****.

So I think I have come up with something that seems to work for me so far after 10 years.  If there are others reading this, maybe this will work for you.

In my mind, I am one of those guys that is fucking her, taking her behind her husbands back, without his knowledge.  In my mind, we are not married, we just are partners.  No commitment.  I dont tell her I love her, and if she ever asks why, I will tell her because you cheated on me.  But she knows why.  She never asks.

But I am just fucking her as if she is a woman at work, unhappy at home, and I am taking advantage of her.  This way I am getting lots of hot pussy, I am making her do things she has never done.  She is my slut, not my wife.  If you can put your self in the place of one of her lovers, just think of what they would do, and do it to her.

I talk sexy to her, I tell her the things I want to do to her.  It gets her hot, and I get to use her body.  So far it is working for me.
 

This is a letter I wrote my wife suggesting how things might go when we meet Joe, her online fuck buddy.

Joe wants to visit his grandparents in Harris City but his real intentions are to see my wife Kate.  We agree to meet at Chili's on Saturday.

All week Kate is nervous.  We decide on some rules.  She wants to wear a new dress, she has her nails done and trims her pussy for another man.  We have sex every night and she is hotter than I have ever seen her.  She cannot seem to get enough sex.  It is the week after her period.  Hopefully she wont get pregnant.

Friday nite comes and he calls and lets us know he is in town.  Kate cannot sit still.  Just knowing he is this close has her excited.  We agree to meet Saturday but she wants to see him Friday night, she wants him to come out after his grandparents have gone to sleep.  He says ok and she begs me to take her over there so she can see and talk with him.  She gives me that look, kisses me, then licks my lips, and gives me soothing scratches with her long nails.  My dick is instantly hard and she gets on her knees and unzips my pants.  Her mouth engulfs my cock and she looks up at me with her bedroom eyes.  She licks and sucks me getting my cock all shiny.  She then removes her hands indicating she wants me to USE her mouth for my pleasure.

I hold her head, and start to fuck.  She closes her eyes and moans softly.  Kate has not ever let me fuck her mouth this deeply before and I take advantage of it.  Before long, she can almost take my whole cock in her throat.  With each stroke, she yelps, but never takes my cock out of her mouth.  She wants me to USE her.

I start cumming and she never misses a stroke, she moans letting know I am flooding her mouth with sperm but I never stop fucking until I am spent.  If she wants to meet him tonight, I will USE her the way I want.

I pull my cock out of her mouth and she is licking her lips and breathing deeply.  I asked if she is OK, she replied, 'Oh yes, yes I am.'  She gets up off her knees and kisses me on the lips; she stabs her tounge in my mouth.  The taste verifys she swallowed my cum, she sucked me off.  She looks at me with excitement in her eyes and says, I only do that for you, let's go.

She is wearing only a light summer cover-up.  We hop in the van and head off for Harris City.  Joe is sitting on the porch when we arrive.  We told him what we were driving so he knew it was us.  We parked and he got in the back.

We talked small talk and got to know each other a bit.  He seemed like a nice guy.  He was uncomfortable around me but soon relaxed.  We had a lot in common with motorcycles and we were telling stories about rides.  He needed to take a leak so he got out of the van and stood out the door.

While he was out.  Kate said she really liked him.  I said I can tell.  She was glowing.  She asked me if she could kiss him good bye when we left.  I said sure.  She moaned and closed her eyes. 

When he got back in the van he said he better go back inside.  Kate said do you have to?  He said why don’t we go inside with him?  Kate looked at me and he said 'I wish' but I really need to go.  I said yea us too.

He got out of the van and at the same time Kate opened her door.  She asked him to come to her and when he got close enough, she put her arms around his neck and kissed him.  He was surprised but returned the kiss.  At first it was a few pecks.  I could hear them kissing.  Then I heard her moan and saw her hunch closer to him.  They were kissing deeply now.  I heard Kate gasp.

After a few moments, he pulled away, and said goodnight.  Kate said goodnight and closed the door.  As we were driving away, I asked her if that is what she wanted?  She finally got to kiss him.  She said yes, and he knows his way around a woman.  I asked what do you mean?  She pulled up her dress, showing me how hard her nipples were.  She said, 'He also got his finger wet'.  She told me while they were kissing,  he was petting her, rubbing her breasts, pulling her nipples, and fingering her pussy.  He was feeling my wife up right in front of me and I didn’t realize it. 

She said you better hurry home or pull over right now.  I asked why.  She said because he had me right there and I am ready to explode.  You need to fuck me and finish me off.  Since we were just a few miles from home, I decided I wanted her in our bed.  We parked the van and ran in the door of our bedroom.  Our clothes were flying in all directions.  I mounted her and felt of her pussy.  She was drenched, even her hair was wet.  He must have really had her going.  Her nipples were so hard, I could feel them poking my chest.  I put my lips to hers and she kissed me like she was kissing Joe.  I slid my cock into her pussy.  She came at that instant.  And she turned into a wild cat.  Her pussy was flooded, she started hunching her hips at me trying to get my cock as deep into her as possible.

I asked her why she was so wet.  I thought I was ready for her response.  She said he came in me!  I couldn’t believe what I heard her say.  I said what?  She said she had been bad, am I mad at her?  I said do you want to explain, what do you mean? 

She told me as they were kissing he rubbed his cock between her legs.  He must have kept his pants open when he took a leak.   He was squeezing her breasts and hunching her as they were kissing and all of a sudden he slipped in.  He hadn't just felt my wife up in front of me, he was already fucking her.  She said she spread her legs wider and he stepped forward more.  That is when she groaned.  He must not have wanted me to know he had his cock in my wife so he stood still.  But Kate said he was still spurting on her when he pulled out.  Just then did she realize he was cumming in her.  She said she knew they would be hot for each other, but she didn’t know it was going to happen that fast.  She asked if I was mad at her.

 I said no but I was hurt.  She says I started this but what I wanted was to watch.  I missed it.  They did it in front of me but I missed it.

 I asked her if she liked it.  She said yes what I felt of it.  She said it was not all the way in.  But he was big, long and hard.

 I pulled out and asked her to roll over.  She got on her hands and knees. She said, " I know what is coming now."  And I didn’t disappoint her.  I USED her pussy.  I fucked her fast and hard.  Everytime I drove my cock in, her pussy was splashing cum.  The area between us was moist and hot.  The back of her ass, and back of her legs, and the front of my legs was wet with our juices, the THREE of ours.

 I couldn’t last much longer and I was USING her hard.  She kept saying I was too deep, but I didn’t care.  I kept USING her pussy.  I fucked her as hard as I could.  When I came, the cum 'flew' out of my dick.  It is hard to explain, but it almost hurt when I came and I just held it in deep until I finished.

 She rolled over and said what got into you?  That felt better than it ever has.  I said I guess I was pretty excited.

We woke up a couple of times during the night and kissed and felt each other.  We both wondered what tomorrow would bring.  Could anything be hotter that what we experienced tonight. 

 I guess we'll see.  We will see.
 

How am I going to feel when:

he slides her panties down to reveal her pussy
she lifts her hips to help him get them off
she spreads her legs open right in front of his face
I see his expression on his face at his delight
I see him spread her legs even wider  so he can lick her pussy right in front of me 
she looks over at me when his tounge touches her 
she places her hands on his head and guides him 
she pulls her pussy open so he can lick her clit
I hear her moaning how good it feels
I see her jumping around from his tounging
I see him reach up and play with her breasts
I see  him look up and see the look of lust in kim
I see him crawl up to suck on her hard nipples
I see him crawl higher to kiss my wife on the lips
he is now laying on my wife and his cock is touching her hot married pussy
he and my wife are kissing passionately
he adjusts himself for entry and pushes 
she reaches down and guides his dick in her
I hear her moan as he slides into her
I see her hips arching up to take him all
I see her jump when he goes in too far
I realize she is now fucking another man
I see another man's cock in my wife's pussy
I see him withdraw and see her juice on his cock
I know she has already cum on his cock
I see he made her cum with just one stroke
I see they get into a rhythm and I hear her moaning
I hear her tell him how good he feels in her
I hear him tell her how good her pussy feels
I hear her say how she couldn’t wait any longer
I see her wrap her arms around him and
I see her sticking her tounge into his mouth
I see him sucking on her tounge and grunting
I see him rubbing his hands over her breasts
I see her letting him touch her anywhere all over
I see her lifting her legs higher for deeper entry
I see him grab her legs and hold them up
I see him start to fuck her faster and harder
I hear her moaning and screaming out 'oh shit'
I realize he is making her cum over and over
I see her wrap her legs around him driving him deeper
I see him pounding faster and faster, grunting
I see him drive as deep as he can and holding it
I realize he is fucking the shit out of her, my wife
I realize she is wanting him to fuck her harder
I realize she is getting fucked by another man
I realize another man is making my wife cum
I see him relax, knowing he came, shot his cum inside my wife
I see them laying there, him on top of her, not moving, but breathing hard, sweating, panting
I see him move to kiss her again
I see her respond to his kissing and relaxes her legs, spreading them wider under him
I see him pull out and his limp dick slick with juices
I see him roll off her smiling, breathing hard
I see her smiling back at him, reaching to kiss again
he sits on the bed next to her, caressing her leg
I see my just fucked wife, laying lifeless, her whole body red from being so hot
I see a hickey on her left breast
I see a hickey on her neck
I see her face, red from his whiskers, after kissing
I see her raise up, and look at me, curiously she is wondering how I feel, mad, sad, happy
I realize she has just gotten mounted and fucked and she loved it
I move over to her and she smiles
I smell the aroma of sex, pure sex
she reaches for me to kiss me
she pulls me to her and sticks her tounge in my lips
she kisses me the way she just was kissing him
she takes my hand and pushes it down to her pussy
she wants me to feel her hot, just fucked pussy
I feel her juices combined with his
she feels like a real mess down there
she moans when I start to rub around her lips
she pulls me down and over her

I am now laying on top of her where he just was
I can smell his sweat on her
I can see where he has roughed up my wife with his bite marks and whiskers,
she doesn’t seem to mind
she asks me if I am ok,
I say yes I ask her if she liked it she moans yes, yes, yes, thank you,  thank you
she moves me between her legs and reaches for my hard dick
she smiles and said you liked seeing him fuck your wife
she moans when she sees I am erect
she places the head at her fucking pussy
she raises her hips and pulls my ass to her
I enter her hot, wet, burning, just fucked pussy
it is undescribable how wet and warm and juicy it is
I realize I am where another man has just been
he just fucked my wife,
now I am fucking my wife
I finish, i cum but she doesn't
we kiss, she smiles
I roll off and see she had been stroking his cock the whole time I was fucking her
I realize he wants to fuck her again
he gets back up on the bed, his cock pointing at her
She rolls over on her hands and knees
She looks back at him, smiling, lust in her eyes
He mounts up with her, she squeals, and bucks
He holds her hips and slams into her again and again
she asks if it is ok if he fucks her again
she says too late, he is already in me, sorry
He is fucking my wife again, this time he is taking her as his

Recently, I told you how my wife feels guilty for cheating on me.  I am assuming that because there is no reason for her to let me be using her like I have.  She asks me if 'I' want a blowjob.  You know how it goes guys.  You have to beg for sex, and much less a blowjob, and NEVER cum in her mouth.  But lately that is what is happening.

Well we had been working pretty hard lately, and both of us have been too tired for sex.  Well one morning, she said 'go assume the position if you want a blowjob!'  We have a chair in our bedroom that I sit in and she kneels at my feet and sucks my cock.  And let me say, she tries to go down on me all the way on her own now.  I usually have to persuade her with my hand behind her head, but she is agressive right away now.  She never uses her hands and it is like she encourages me to start being 'rough' with her.  Well like I said it has been a while and I assumed the position and she started  sucking.  I really was horny and started to fuck her mouth like it was her pussy.  She does not mind!  It blows me away, literally!  I started cumming in her mouth, throat really, and held her down till I was done.  She got up and went to the bathroom to clean up, and spit!

I could not believe it but I still had an erection after cuming that hard.  She came back in the room and I told her I wanted to fuck her now.  She said no, no.  (See guys, she reverts back.)  I tried and tried to seduce her but she still said no.  I went to clean up and when I came back she was sitting in the chair and I put my cock in her face again.  Maybe her boyfriend did that to her and she liked it, and all of a sudden she said, do you want to fuck me now?  I was still erect and said yes I do.  She got down on her hands and knees like a whore and reached back and put me in.

It was very tight.  We rarely fuck.  I have started to enjoy blowjobs more and cumming down her throat.  It took a while but i plopped in and she moaned.  In my mind, I knew this is what she had done for her boyfriend, so I took the liberty to fuck the hell out of her.  I came again and left a big load in her pussy.   So in about 15 minutes, I fucked her mouth and came, and fucked her pussy and creampied that.  My first TWO HOLER!

She has only let me fuck her ass early in our 20 yr marriage and so if that happens......woooooo!