I'm 70 years old and this is my story. I married very young. I was 18 and my new bride was 21. Although I had tried very hard, I was still a virgin. When I fucked my new bride on our wedding night I was in heaven. Because I was still new at it, straight fucking was good enough for me. But over time I wanted more and my wife was not willing to go beyond straight fucking. No matter how much I pleaded she would never suck my cock or let me eat her pussy.
Our straight sex continued over the years and although I wanted more, it just never happened. One of my best friends wanted to fuck my wife very much, but when I mentioned it to her she freaked. I was hoping, if I could convince her to fuck him, it might open her up to other things as well. But it was a non-starter.
I had started to turn to reading porn stories and masturbating to achieve sexual satisfaction that I had been missing. That is when I found Literotica.com. I loved reading stories about guys getting sucked off and that lead me to reading stories from the gay section. Up until then, I had never considered man on man sex and believed myself to be 100% straight. I responded to a story that I particularly liked and made some nice comments. To my surprise, the author responded and we began an e-mail exchange. It turned out he lived in the next state about 180 miles from me.
Over the course of our conversations, I told him of my desire to have my cock sucked and how my wife had always refused me. He then asked if I had ever considered letting a man suck me off. I admitted that until now I had not. He then told me that men were by far the better cocksuckers and if I liked he would suck me off. At first I was nervous fearing that if I let him suck me off, he would want me to suck him, but he insisted that he was only interested in sucking me. Because I often went on golf outings, I had the perfect cover and traveled to the next state and in a motel room, I got my first blowjob. I was lying back on the bed with him between my legs and as I fucked up into his mouth, I blew my load in his mouth. It was bliss. He returned the next morning and sucked me again.
I began searching out men on the net hoping to find another cocksucker closer to home. I found a young man who was home recuperating from elbow surgery and he would go on cam and jack his cock for me. His cock was mesmerizing to me and I started thinking about sucking. It was the first time I ever had these kind of feelings before. Each time I saw his gorgeous cock the feelings would return and I found myself telling him I wanted to suck his gorgeous cock. I couldn't believe me saying I wanted to suck him, but I knew I did. Since he live about 30 miles from me, it was easy to make arrangements for a meet. At our meeting, when I saw his cock I immediately went down on it and started sucking like I was an experienced cocksucker, which I was not. I told him since I was new, I probably would not be able to let him cum in my mouth. After sucking that gorgeous cock for a very short time, he pulled out and came on a towel. I was very surprised on how fast he came. And try as I might, I could not get him hard again. It turned out to be a bit disappointing but I knew I would enjoy sucking cock again. That was the beginning of me adapting to being a cocksucker.
We met in the parking lot as planned and I got in his car and we drove the short distance to the apartment. We were met at the door by the nude host who welcomed us. As we walked in, there were two fairly young guys standing in the middle of the room masturbating and both were sporting nice size cocks. One was a black guy, which kind of surprised me, and the other was a slightly overweight white guy with a very nice looking cock.
My friend immediately removed his clothes and indicated for me to do the same. Once nude he directed me toward a bedroom. In the bedroom he told me to lie down and we got into a 69 position and proceeded to suck each other. I noticed some movement next to us and I looked to see three other guys in the room. One guy was sucking a cock right next to us and the third guy was watching and masturbating. Then the third guy went to my friend and began licking his ass. I had been very close to cumming and this caused me to lose my intensity.
Although some of my bisexual experiences have been less than I hoped for, I realize I love my cock sucked, and if it is going to be sucked, it will be by a man. I also have accepted the fact that I enjoy sucking cock. I just have one last hurdle to overcome. That is the gag reflex when a cock is ready to explode in my mouth. I realize it is a process, and I know eventually I will be a real cocksucker, and swallow cum.